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Friday, August 31, 2007

Fri, 31 Aug 2007 09:21:35 GMT

i've moved to www.xoxosweetli.blogspot.com
:) see you guys there.

xoxo .

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Tue, 28 Aug 2007 21:41:25 GMT

"If i could escape..."

its 5.29AM and i'm awake, actually i even took my breakfast already. slept at 11 plus last night, was exhausted (even though i missed the morning class for photo). har har. i'm so not a coll person wei. and the weirdest thing is, i really feel like dancin and clubbin right now. damn, this is weird.

anyway, somethin has been really wrong with me recently, guess it's got to do with my funny sleeping pattern, so screw it. yawwns. college has really sucked up the life out of me wey. i ended up going for 8am public speaking on Monday without sleeping, and i guess i'm just not so young anymore, i was about to die.

somemore i didn't have transport back right after, had to wait bout at least an hour for baby's class to end, dad was at work somemore, hence i went to kim gary, the curve with lei ee (everyone else went home ady, left me there allll alone). how i got there, u may ask? i took a damn cab. -__-

mahai, gettin a cab sure isn't easy, should've just called one. but since lei ee said there would be cabs there, i just went there hoping to stop a cab with those pathetic lil hand gestures of mine.

however, there were already like two guys there waiting, and man, u GUYS out there should learn to be more gentlemanly. i mean, i didn't exactly expect those dudes to stop the cab for me or let me take the cab first or whatever, but one even actually ran after the cab, as if i was going to steal it from him lor. eh pls lar, take it kay. so i guess i ended up being the gentlewoman. and as a result, i was the last person standing there. lol. i suck at thumbing lifts, seriously.

so yea, met up with lei ee, went to kim gary's, seated ourselves nicely. and only after we ordered, i realized my ciggy's were with baby. geeeez. and we were like seated at the smoking section somemore. damn stupid man. lol. so yea lor, was great lar basically, if only i did not have to keep forcing my eyes open. haha, but as i've said, it was fun lar - all the talking, finally got to catch up with u girl. finally. hahahaha.

missed rachel's bday celebration that night. what a friend, i know. i felt worse than anything for it. but i do have my reasons, i'm really sorry girlss, rach especially. shall re-celebrate with u guys soon. oh, and rach, bout ur mummy thingy u msg-ed just now, its totally fine with me. next time don't even need to ask. but must inform me lar, to prepare me for whatever, hahahaha. anyway, shall talk to u later. mst discuss properly when, where, how edi. to re-celebrate ur bday/merdeka that is. hehe. actually i already have plans for merdeka, but if u guys dun mind, can join lar. haha.

then yesterday, class was okey. bloody boring actually. loaded with tons of assignments. again. and coming monday, i'll be having another public speaking presentation. damn. i so feel like quitting this whole thing right now wey. i hate public speaking lar, more than anything in my life, seriously. sigh. so yeah, better start finishing up all my work, photo assignments especially; there are like tons of them. gotta prepare for my speech and also plan out our radio thingy. siggghh.. but theen, merdeka eve is comin! therefore, must take some time off to celebraate! lol. i'm so not in a mood for work and assignments now. can i just ~~screw~~ them?

lols. photo class.
"can we go home nowww"

soph + roman = soph ~~n ro~~man! -__-
lol.

xoxo .

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Sun, 26 Aug 2007 19:17:23 GMT

yin bought a water dispenser today from toy city or something lidat in ou. -__-
what a waste of money even though it's cheap, but nevermind, see, she's so happy now. lol

but honestly i have to say it makes drinking water much more interesting. LOL. must get one already, if only i have more space in my room. i need to want to drink water.

oh, and yin finally returned baby tatty sometime ago!

hogged it for quite sometime edi haven't you. hehe

yay, now they're one tatty family again. LOL.
and yesh, i am also another one of those million tatty teddy fans.
refer to <a href="http://www.freakobluez.blogspot.com/">rach's blog</a> for the tatty story!

lol. what a kiddo, i know. -_-

the sun's been so freaking terik recently.
and i hate my hair. it's been such a bitch.
..
public speaking tmr at 8am. its now 3.13am, and my eyes are still wide open.
doomed.

xoxo .

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Sat, 25 Aug 2007 08:19:00 GMT

it was Sanctuary again last night!-_- this whole sanctuary madness is getting lame. but as usual, we i was darn late yday, woke up at 10 from my nap, and only reached there ard 12. haha.

rach said that mr.vimal, my radio lecturer works in sanctuary on friday's as a DJ? reallly? i was like eye-ing all of the DJ's and... either none of them looked like him, OR i simply don't remember what he looks like lar. hahahaha.

anyways, saved my stomach, ate properly for the entire god damned week just for last night, and thank god it worked. could drink like any other person and the aftermath was pretty bearable as well. damn, it was good. didn't get to take any good pics, as usual it was bloody packed, esp by the time we reached there -_-. and somebody puked on the floor like barely inches from our spot, eeeeeeeeee.

but it was real great fun last night lar, despite the crowd. bumped into a so many people - college mates etc. hahaha. but you know what was the stupid-est-est thing? the lights were back on at like 1.30 or so, nearing 2am. boooo(x10000000000) wey.

sweaty shit.

"babyy, why i don't get red wan ar?!?"

car infront brakes.
*chik chak*
"omg too red lar!"

damn sohai wei.
-__-

yea, the thing about me is, i never get red whenever i drink, or even when i'm like fucking drunk. yea, i know, alcohol runs through my bones or something mar, won't get drunk as easily mar. BUT Still. sigh. hahaha. i think people who turn red after they drink are damn cute weyy! KAHPOH i wanna pinch ur redredcheeks wakakaka

baby was amazingly powderful yday! ;D and, i know ur secret! hahaha. mwahmwah* hope you enjoyed urself last night. you know i love you lots.

anyways, din din wit mummy and the dongdong sister later. gta run.

xoxo .

Friday, August 24, 2007

Fri, 24 Aug 2007 05:38:10 GMT

boo. i'm back. after like my damn Public Speaking presentation. it was horrible man, it turned out horrible, even after those practises. hahahaha. yesh, i do get really terrible stage frights, so correct indeed. but of course not to the extent til like dim sy's friend lar, the woman who needs console-ing?, patting, medication, counselling, tissue papers (for her tears) and stuff along those lines. ahaha.

anyways, weekends are finallyfinallyfinally here. time to celebrate!! like seriously.

oh, and guess what? i heard about some really funny and nonsensical comments/backstabbing shit THIS college mate (u know who u are) actually says about me behind my back. not sure to what extent is it true, but just so you should know, i really don't care about what you people (anyone of you) say behind my back. i am indeed amazed that shit like that actually went through that lil brains of yours? like hello, even though some of you i have to admit have lives even more pathetic ~~than cows~~, i am like no one to comment and ask u to be more happening or open minded right, even though you guys are like, hellohellohello, in mass comm. -__- lol. i mean like, i've always respected you for who you are only because we're friends, like seriously so show some respect la dey. not like i poked u in ur boobs so hard ur silicon popped or something right. or has it became a thang to cast lame insults about others behind their backs? hahaha.

and, for your information, even though i don't find it relevant, i do not live live with my boyfriend. i just happen to have a loving boyfriend who doesn't mind fetching me to classes everyday, and also very kind and open minded parents (definitely more open minded than you, i can't believe it -__-) who doesn't mind the idea of "staying over"? i thank god for them. love you people loadds! anyway, as i was saying, i am absent from classes quite alot mainly because i'm just fucking lazy to wake up (see people, i'm honest. ) and it never appealed to me in my LIFE that attending classes would work miracles to my grades. of course to a certain extent i admit i does lar, but i guess it's just me who never subjects myself to much discipline, but i am trying lar. lol. and at least i am a responsible group member right, if i am ever in any of ur groups. and also because i have the tendencies of falling blardy sick especially with gastric and superbly insane period cramps, which of course is honestly none of ur business if you don't care. so whatever la, lol, i am only explaining because i have promised myself to give people the benefit of doubt, and maybe what i did hear was wrong afterall right? if so, i am indeed very the very the very sorry. maybe the message was slightly altered by the time it reached my ears, so yea, i am not pointing fingers or trying to prove anything, just doing what i think is right. lol

so if this lil piece of information is afterall useful, good for everyone, saves us from misunderstanding one another. and if otherwise, then i can't stop you from thinking what you want to think or saying what you want to say right? i guess til the very end, i still treat you as a friend that's why i bother explaining lar. but if it isn't the same on your side, then i guess this friendship wasn't really worth the price afterall. and i wouldn't be the one at lost, so yeah. i have my life, you have yours. if i am ever pregnant wtf, LOL, i would indeed call and tell so u could congratulate me on the baby or accompany me to the doctors for my abortion, dont worry you will be informed. hahaha. see, i'm wat you call a friend. lmao. jk lah. that's bout all.

yippee yippee!! now gta take a good day's rest and get ready for tonight!

p.s.: i really thank God for those many many people who love me, regardless of our differences, whatever they are, whether or not they do exist. and i just realized how two faced people can be, even those who call 'God' the OnE tHeY lOvE. LOL. what bullshit wei. this world is indeed filled with funnyfunnynonsensical things! ;P i miss all ur nonsense lar jun wei! it reminds me of you in particular. but of course urs is in a good way lar better call me to partay and chillax soon! kellllly, u too lar. dont jealous. and everyone else not mentioned as well. mwaH!

xoxo .

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Wed, 22 Aug 2007 21:04:31 GMT

yam char-ed with jeremy, darren and mrbum just now. wheeee, glad to see you guys again after so long.

fucking cramps, excruciating pain! indescribable. mch

i want to scrrreeeeaaamm!

all of that is killing my tastebuds. everything's so god damn bitter.
dont get me started.

p.s.: rach, might not be goin for IT later. its like 5:46am right now, and i still can't go to bed. this sucks wei. IT's boring anyway. whatever lah, gta get our public speaking thingy ready later. asdskdlfjsd;k!

go, don't go, go don't go, go, don't go, go, don't go
go, don't go, go don't go, go, don't go, go, don't go
go, don't go, go don't go, go, don't go, go, don't go
go, don't go, go don't go, go, don't go, go, don't go

see how la sigh.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Wed, 22 Aug 2007 12:46:06 GMT

" She's bored . "

the boy is sleeping, leaving me here all alone with nothing to do. hmpf. lol no lah , its just that i don't feel like doing anything. can't sleep, stomach's growling, head's heavy, bloody cramps, tired, but still can't sleep. so after going through blog after blog, post after post, friendster profiles after profiles (lol a lil exaggerated - my tolerance level where got that high), i guess i am left with nothing else to do other than to blog right.

the boy was such a darrling yday - he actually accompanied me the entire night (like seriously) since i woke up at 1 in the morning due to periodfuckencramps. (slept at around 7pm. was so tired - a result of my irregular sleeping pattern, which is so fucked up i barely know how to describe it anymore) somemore he had like class today morning at ten; which he only found out was canceled when he already reached coll.. poor thing. when he came home, he avoided falling asleep just to wake me up for college at 12 somemore. awwww, hence this paragraph is specially for you - thank you so very much, my dear. therefore sleep tight now alright, even tho it's already time to wake up - you've slept since like 4980123450879 hours ago! -_- (actually 5 hours approximately) but still, its only 8pm, sleep somemore later wake up in the wee hours of the night. -___- then kacau me sleep.

oh, we will be needing cameras for our Photo class this semester. mwahahahaha. that means i will be getting a new camera! i know almost every one of you out there owns a camera already lar ohkay, -_- call me outdated, because the last time i personally owned a camera camera (without sharing it with my mom/dad/sis/cousin/aunty/uncle/greatgrandmothersdlfklfkslkfs..) was most probably in my last life. so yess. i need one. since i need it for college also riight, thats like important you know.

but mummy smarter already. because the response she gave me the last time i asked her to get me a camera actually differs from that of which she gave me about a month ago. it went something like:-

me: mummy, i will be needing a camera for my photo class next sem. i tell daddy to get it for me ok?
(i always need to ask her permission before i ask daddy to get me stuff, whatever it is. weird, but its just the way my family works. lol.)
mummy: oh okay.
me: *expected the answer already, since i was given the same one couple of weeks back*

after a few seconds...

mummy: why don't you use mine? i lend you lah.
( my mom never lends her camera to people, especially me. scared i spoil it la, lose it la, all sorts of funny reasons. )
me: but why?
mummy: what about your friends? all of them buying?
-_-
me: *stupidly* no lah, they borrow from seniors or friends.
mummy: OHH. then you also borrow lah!
me: ..........*shd seriously have stfu*

grrr. my mom's being smart out of a sudden, again. sigh. nevermind, i've now got more reasons of why i should own a camera that is mineminemineandonlymine of which i would give her tmr when i see her for dinner. mwahahaha. but i do understand why she has second thoughts lar. my tendency of losing my belongings has resulted in her wasting a lot of money just to get me whatever i've lost over and over again, given only a very short period of time. i'm sorry mummy. i am learning.

hehehe. our first task given by mr naasir is to take a picture of anything which resembles time. woohoo, after second thoughts it does sound like fun. and tomorrow, copywriting class will be canceled - it is only starting next week; which means i only have an hour of class to bear! but fucking IT lecture wei, its damn lame and boring. hopefully the tutorials would be better.

anyway, this semester's schedule is waay more bearable compared to that of last sems. that is good news okey. because it simply means i do not need to wake up at bloody 6.30 for 8am classes almost every fucking day! as for now, i've only got one day of 8am's! but that does not include tutorials yet lar, will try to not pick the early morning ones. okokok, everyone?? better not pick 8am's yar! who pick 8am's i smack the shit out of you. lol. chilling.

sigh. this post is so picture deprived.

meet princess - he's gay. it was a mistake. but we still love himm.

and chelsea.

our two gay rabbitts.

alright, gta run. the boy's up. hahah.
xoxo .

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Tue, 21 Aug 2007 04:17:46 GMT

"never good enough.."

couldn't sleep last night albeit being so friggin tired and sick. finally went to dreamland after tossing and turning until about four. woke up at 8.06am, was late, tired, dead, but went get ready for coll and stuff. pretty semangat-ed cos was supposed to wear wut rach and i bought while shopping yday. dress code. lol. wtf.

anyway, was feeling damn sick in the tummy already, and vowed to see a doctor after class. however, when i pee-ed for the last time before i even left the house, i saw...blood. ok lar, nothing unusual bout period coming, was actually already expecting it. just not today, cos today i have like the longest day of class lor. but also, as usual, i am very lucky a person lar. so yea.

so i had to see the doc by the time i decided that i really couldn't go to class. basically the pain just got worse and worse, as usual lar, i'm getting so used to feeling hopeless about being able to do nothing about it but sit and mourn until i feel so tired, i sleep.

anyway, i'm like damn bored n tired right now, but my stomach hurts so badly its barely possible for me to doze off. screw it. pics pics.

---

i want to drink
i want to club
i want to dance
i want to swim
i want to sunbathe
and chill!!

i hate this time of the month.

xoxo .

Monday, August 20, 2007

Mon, 20 Aug 2007 13:15:07 GMT

Sunday

swimming. 3 hours. mc donald's delivery. cannot eat burger. -_- ate half though. i hate you doctor, for making my life miserable. i know its my own fault lar.

eating and exercising my way to healthiness!
god, can you please grant me another 24 hours more in a day?

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Monday

zombie-fied due to lacking of sleep.

Public Speaking lecture by miss karen was.. insane. she's insanely strict. so dead. sigh. like lei ee said, we're gna have to freak out every week edi now, cos of her insane plan of us presenting every week. she hardworking only, i'm not. -_-

stayed back for mr. vincent's lil briefing on our IT class. he's damn CUTE and nice lor. just as i've expected (according to lazy seniors -_-), mwahahaha. but, am expecting even more. lol. wth. must b smarter edi this sem, cannot b so dumbdumb like last sem.

how ar , you tell me.

i'm so lazy lar. but don't get me wrong, i do put in effort at the right time. hahahahaha. hopefully. this time better be at the right time.

anyways, went to one u, met up with jeremy, soph, rach, and liu qing after lunchie with darren and baby at kota damansara. then we headed to Neway to look for Andrew, Lei Ee, Cherish, Karmen, Ginny, er.. and the rest. chilled there for around half and hour or so, then went shopping with rachel.

my so comfortable heals were eating into my legs. cipet.

anyway, i managed to get coll clothes without splurging on the unnecesaries this time! slowly lar. more shopping soon. real soon.

the lidi and i. -_-
i look like a chunk of fat bside her. lol. rach, better regain your weight before u look like a real papan yar. love you girl. had a great day with you today, even though a tiring one.

omg, tmr's gna be worse. 9 - 6. even longer than working hours. wtf. -_-

xoxo .

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Sat, 18 Aug 2007 21:19:06 GMT

i'm so tired, literally. and me ain't gonna be sleepin until tmr evening. i know it's ridiculous, but so far it's the only way i'll be able to fix my time by monday. -_-

anyways, look at the bright side, i get to do more things. hahahaha.

---

woke up at 5pm yday. phone was screaming into my ears. i was. late. got ready and practically flew to ou to support rach for her catwalk thingy. har har. i'm such a great friend.

reached there around 6pm. but too bad for me, i missed rach's slot. so watched the rest of the show and waited for the judges to confirm the winners patiently. it was so very the packed. -_- hahaha.

but all in all it was worth it, because rach won second prize!! congrats girl. so so proud of you. now don't ever say you're this and you're that, because you're nothin but great yar! i'm glad this time you could prove it to yourself. hehehe.

basically, pics i tak ada banyak. check out rach's bloggie for more. she will definitely be uploading pics of the catwalk soon as daniel was somewhat in charge of them super alert bf i tell you - every angle also he has a picture. hahahaha.

so we basically camwhored by ourselves, not wanting to steal the spotlight from rachel . waited for her to settle all her interviews and stuff before we headed for din din at naili's.

oh yar, and not to mention, we bumped into andrew there as well! another one of the animax finalist with superb diet tips? lol. do look for him if you plan to go on a diet.

michele, andrew and i.
i look damn weird in this picture. -_-

after rach was done, we all headed with a few of andrew's friends to naili's, uptown. chris and rainie came along too. more pics up next time.

michele and dimsy.
fuih, michele so stylo milo last night lor, i was like in pasarmalam attire. -_- LOL.

....................
omg, is that real lala-ism or fake lala-ism?
~~lala~~horri-fied.

the woman of the night. love ya babe.

millionmwahs.

had a great day/night with you guys! definitely worth waking up for. lol. kidding lar. friends are always worth waking up for.
family also yar, hehe.

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damn tired. hopefully our plan to stay up works at least til 8pm tmr. will be going swimming in the morning, shopping in the afternoon and din din in the evening, and i'll be home to die until the following 8am, 6.30am to be more exact, then fly to coll, register, go for class, SIGH.

so looking forward to college lar.
3 weeks hols gone just like that. what have i done? slugged.
arrgh. holidays are never long enough for me. ~~howhowhowhow.~~

its.so.hard.to.be.optimistic.lar.

i'll go look for something to do before i fall dead asleep and find myself waking up at 5pm again tmr! i'm so tired and i feel crappy. i wanna sleep more than jump in the pool now. blaaargh.

anyways, thank god i've got baby with me. thanks boo, looking forward to a better semester with you, somewhat. hahah. hope you have a great one too okey?
thanks for everyeverything, really.

i love you.

ok lar, i'm actually darn lost for proper words now. can barely speak/type properly.

xoxo .