boo. i'm back. after like my damn Public Speaking presentation. it was horrible man, it turned out horrible, even after those practises. hahahaha. yesh, i do get really terrible stage frights, so correct indeed. but of course not to the extent til like dim sy's friend lar, the woman who needs console-ing?, patting, medication, counselling, tissue papers (for her tears) and stuff along those lines. ahaha.

anyways, weekends are finallyfinallyfinally here. time to celebrate!! like seriously.

oh, and guess what? i heard about some really funny and nonsensical comments/backstabbing shit THIS college mate (u know who u are) actually says about me behind my back.  not sure to what extent is it true, but just so you should know, i really don't care about what you people (anyone of you) say behind my back. i am indeed amazed that shit like that actually went through that lil brains of yours? like hello, even though some of you i have to admit have lives even more pathetic than cows, i am like no one to comment and ask u to be more happening or open minded right, even though you guys are like, hellohellohello, in mass comm. -__- lol. i mean like, i've always respected you for who you are only because we're friends, like seriously so show some respect la dey. not like i poked u in ur boobs so hard ur silicon popped or something right. or has it became a thang to cast lame insults about others behind their backs?  hahaha.

and, for your information, even though i don't find it relevant, i do not live live with my boyfriend. i just happen to have a loving boyfriend who doesn't mind fetching me to classes everyday, and also very kind and open minded parents (definitely more open minded than you, i can't believe it -__-) who doesn't mind the idea of "staying over"? i thank god for them.  love you people loadds! anyway, as i was saying, i am absent from classes quite alot mainly because i'm just fucking lazy to wake up (see people, i'm honest. ) and it never appealed to me in my LIFE that attending classes would work miracles to my grades. of course to a certain extent i admit i does lar, but i guess it's just me who never subjects myself to much discipline, but i am trying lar. lol. and at least i am a responsible group member right, if i am ever in any of ur groups.  and also because i have the tendencies of falling blardy sick especially with gastric and superbly insane period cramps, which of course is honestly none of ur business if you don't care. so whatever la, lol, i am only explaining because i have promised myself to give people the benefit of doubt, and maybe what i did hear was wrong afterall right?  if so, i am indeed very the very the very sorry. maybe the message was slightly altered by the time it reached my ears, so yea, i am not pointing fingers or trying to prove anything, just doing what i think is right.  lol

so if this lil piece of information is afterall useful, good for everyone, saves us from misunderstanding one another. and if otherwise, then i can't stop you from thinking what you want to think or saying what you want to say right? i guess til the very end, i still treat you as a friend that's why i bother explaining lar. but if it isn't the same on your side, then i guess this friendship wasn't really worth the price afterall. and i wouldn't be the one at lost, so yeah. i have my life, you have yours. if i am ever pregnant wtf, LOL, i would indeed call and tell so u could congratulate me on the baby or accompany me to the doctors for my abortion, dont worry you will be informed. hahaha. see, i'm wat you call a friend. lmao. jk lah. that's bout all.

yippee yippee!! now gta take a good day's rest and get ready for tonight!

p.s.: i really thank God for those many many people who love me, regardless of our differences, whatever they are, whether or not they do exist. and i just realized how two faced people can be, even those who call 'God' the OnE tHeY lOvE. LOL. what bullshit wei. this world is indeed filled with funnyfunnynonsensical things! ;P i miss all ur nonsense lar jun wei! it reminds me of you in particular. but of course urs is in a good way lar  better call me to partay and chillax soon! kellllly, u too lar. dont jealous. and everyone else not mentioned as well. mwaH!

xoxo .