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xoxo .

"If i could escape..."

its 5.29AM and i'm awake, actually i even took my breakfast already. slept at 11 plus last night, was exhausted (even though i missed the morning class for photo). har har. i'm so not a coll person wei. and the weirdest thing is, i really feel like dancin and clubbin right now. damn, this is weird.

anyway, somethin has been really wrong with me recently, guess it's got to do with my funny sleeping pattern, so screw it. yawwns. college has really sucked up the life out of me wey. i ended up going for 8am public speaking on Monday without sleeping, and i guess i'm just not so young anymore, i was about to die.



somemore i didn't have transport back right after, had to wait bout at least an hour for baby's class to end, dad was at work somemore, hence i went to kim gary, the curve with lei ee (everyone else went home ady, left me there allll alone). how i got there, u may ask? i took a damn cab. -__-

mahai, gettin a cab sure isn't easy, should've just called one. but since lei ee said there would be cabs there, i just went there hoping to stop a cab with those pathetic lil hand gestures of mine.

however, there were already like two guys there waiting, and man, u GUYS out there should learn to be more gentlemanly. i mean, i didn't exactly expect those dudes to stop the cab for me or let me take the cab first or whatever, but one even actually ran after the cab, as if i was going to steal it from him lor. eh pls lar, take it kay.  so i guess i ended up being the gentlewoman. and as a result, i was the last person standing there.  lol. i suck at thumbing lifts, seriously.

so yea, met up with lei ee, went to kim gary's, seated ourselves nicely. and only after we ordered, i realized my ciggy's were with baby. geeeez. and we were like seated at the smoking section somemore. damn stupid man. lol. so yea lor, was great lar basically, if only i did not have to keep forcing my eyes open. haha, but as i've said, it was fun lar - all the talking, finally got to catch up with u girl. finally. hahahaha.

missed rachel's bday celebration that night. what a friend, i know. i felt worse than anything for it. but i do have my reasons, i'm really sorry girlss, rach especially. shall re-celebrate with u guys soon.  oh, and rach, bout ur mummy thingy u msg-ed just now, its totally fine with me.  next time don't even need to ask. but must inform me lar, to prepare me for whatever, hahahaha. anyway, shall talk to u later. mst discuss properly when, where, how edi. to re-celebrate ur bday/merdeka that is. hehe. actually i already have plans for merdeka, but if u guys dun mind, can join lar. haha.

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then yesterday, class was okey. bloody boring actually. loaded with tons of assignments. again. and coming monday, i'll be having another public speaking presentation. damn. i so feel like quitting this whole thing right now wey.  i hate public speaking lar, more than anything in my life, seriously. sigh. so yeah, better start finishing up all my work, photo assignments especially; there are like tons of them. gotta prepare for my speech and also plan out our radio thingy. siggghh.. but theen, merdeka eve is comin! therefore, must take some time off to celebraate! lol. i'm so not in a mood for work and assignments now. can i just screw them?

 
lols. photo class.
"can we go home nowww"

soph + roman = soph n roman! -__-
lol.
 
xoxo .

yin bought a water dispenser today from toy city or something lidat in ou. -__-
what a waste of money even though it's cheap, but nevermind, see, she's so happy now. lol


but honestly i have to say it makes drinking water much more interesting. LOL. must get one already, if only i have more space in my room.  i need to want to drink water.

oh, and yin finally returned baby tatty sometime ago!

hogged it for quite sometime edi haven't you. hehe

yay, now they're one tatty family again. LOL. 
and yesh, i am also another one of those million tatty teddy fans.
refer to <a href="http://www.freakobluez.blogspot.com/">rach's blog</a> for the tatty story!

lol. what a kiddo, i know. -_-

  the sun's been so freaking terik recently.
and i hate my hair. it's been such a bitch.
..
public speaking tmr at 8am. its now 3.13am, and my eyes are still wide open.
doomed.

xoxo .

it was Sanctuary again last night!-_- this whole sanctuary madness is getting lame. but as usual, we i was darn late yday, woke up at 10 from my nap, and only reached there ard 12.  haha.

rach said that mr.vimal, my radio lecturer works in sanctuary on friday's as a DJ? reallly? i was like eye-ing all of the DJ's and... either none of them looked like him, OR i simply don't remember what he looks like lar. hahahaha.

anyways, saved my stomach, ate properly for the entire god damned week just for last night, and thank god it worked. could drink like any other person and the aftermath was pretty bearable as well. damn, it was good. didn't get to take any good pics, as usual it was bloody packed, esp by the time we reached there -_-. and somebody puked on the floor like barely inches from our spot, eeeeeeeeee.

but it was real great fun last night lar, despite the crowd. bumped into a so many people - college mates etc. hahaha. but you know what was the stupid-est-est thing? the lights were back on at like 1.30 or so, nearing 2am. boooo(x10000000000) wey.

 
sweaty shit.

 
"babyy, why i don't get red wan ar?!?"


car infront brakes.
*chik chak*
"omg too red lar!"

damn sohai wei.
-__-

yea, the thing about me is, i never get red whenever i drink, or even when i'm like fucking drunk. yea, i know, alcohol runs through my bones or something mar, won't get drunk as easily mar. BUT Still.  sigh. hahaha. i think people who turn red after they drink are damn cute weyy! KAHPOH i wanna pinch ur redredcheeks wakakaka   

xoxo .

boo. i'm back. after like my damn Public Speaking presentation. it was horrible man, it turned out horrible, even after those practises. hahahaha. yesh, i do get really terrible stage frights, so correct indeed. but of course not to the extent til like dim sy's friend lar, the woman who needs console-ing?, patting, medication, counselling, tissue papers (for her tears) and stuff along those lines. ahaha.

anyways, weekends are finallyfinallyfinally here. time to celebrate!! like seriously.

oh, and guess what? i heard about some really funny and nonsensical comments/backstabbing shit THIS college mate (u know who u are) actually says about me behind my back.  not sure to what extent is it true, but just so you should know, i really don't care about what you people (anyone of you) say behind my back. i am indeed amazed that shit like that actually went through that lil brains of yours? like hello, even though some of you i have to admit have lives even more pathetic than cows, i am like no one to comment and ask u to be more happening or open minded right, even though you guys are like, hellohellohello, in mass comm. -__- lol. i mean like, i've always respected you for who you are only because we're friends, like seriously so show some respect la dey. not like i poked u in ur boobs so hard ur silicon popped or something right. or has it became a thang to cast lame insults about others behind their backs?  hahaha.

and, for your information, even though i don't find it relevant, i do not live live with my boyfriend. i just happen to have a loving boyfriend who doesn't mind fetching me to classes everyday, and also very kind and open minded parents (definitely more open minded than you, i can't believe it -__-) who doesn't mind the idea of "staying over"? i thank god for them.  love you people loadds! anyway, as i was saying, i am absent from classes quite alot mainly because i'm just fucking lazy to wake up (see people, i'm honest. ) and it never appealed to me in my LIFE that attending classes would work miracles to my grades. of course to a certain extent i admit i does lar, but i guess it's just me who never subjects myself to much discipline, but i am trying lar. lol. and at least i am a responsible group member right, if i am ever in any of ur groups.  and also because i have the tendencies of falling blardy sick especially with gastric and superbly insane period cramps, which of course is honestly none of ur business if you don't care. so whatever la, lol, i am only explaining because i have promised myself to give people the benefit of doubt, and maybe what i did hear was wrong afterall right?  if so, i am indeed very the very the very sorry. maybe the message was slightly altered by the time it reached my ears, so yea, i am not pointing fingers or trying to prove anything, just doing what i think is right.  lol

so if this lil piece of information is afterall useful, good for everyone, saves us from misunderstanding one another. and if otherwise, then i can't stop you from thinking what you want to think or saying what you want to say right? i guess til the very end, i still treat you as a friend that's why i bother explaining lar. but if it isn't the same on your side, then i guess this friendship wasn't really worth the price afterall. and i wouldn't be the one at lost, so yeah. i have my life, you have yours. if i am ever pregnant wtf, LOL, i would indeed call and tell so u could congratulate me on the baby or accompany me to the doctors for my abortion, dont worry you will be informed. hahaha. see, i'm wat you call a friend. lmao. jk lah. that's bout all.

yippee yippee!! now gta take a good day's rest and get ready for tonight!

p.s.: i really thank God for those many many people who love me, regardless of our differences, whatever they are, whether or not they do exist. and i just realized how two faced people can be, even those who call 'God' the OnE tHeY lOvE. LOL. what bullshit wei. this world is indeed filled with funnyfunnynonsensical things! ;P i miss all ur nonsense lar jun wei! it reminds me of you in particular. but of course urs is in a good way lar  better call me to partay and chillax soon! kellllly, u too lar. dont jealous. and everyone else not mentioned as well. mwaH!

xoxo .